I'm begging you [cw]

She didnt mind that he was too absorbed by the pleasure to look at her. She knew how hard it was when it was beyond amazing. She let him help her up, greeting his lips lovingly while she wrapped her arms around his lower body. She just looked at him with awe in her eyes, really taking in how beautiful he looked in this moment. Maybe she was just bound to be lovestruck forever, because it seemed like the emotions she bore for him never seemed to falter or tone down. It was always high speed and intense and she begged it wouldnt stop. “I’ll look forward to it,” she said with a soft smile on her lips, leaning closer to kiss his face gently all over while his hands were cleaning her off. She then frowned as she seemed to remember where they were now that the action was over and done. Even if this wasnt what they intended, it had been satisfying. “I dont think we can spend more time here without striking up suspicion. We’re already in trouble if they heard us,” she said, chuckling a little even if it wasnt really meant to be funny.

She really wanted to just stay in his arms and just turn into sponge-looking creatures at some point, but if her parents caught her like this, there was no telling how she would ever get them to accept another night of Gerard sleeping over. She grabbed two towels and handed him his before she started drying herself off, her hair first because it felt tedious to dry herself off only to have her hair drip water down her body again. His words made her chuckle as she looked at him with soft eyes. “I’m proud I can drag that out of you,” she said sincerely with a small proud snile over her lips, drying her legs before she wrapped the towel around her body just by instinct. She looked up at his whispering words, biting her cheek a little before she stepped closer to him to kiss his lips in a tender loving manner. “I love you too Gerard. More than I’ve ever loved someone,” she said, looking at him with a serious look for a bit before she kissed his nose and leaned down to grab her clothes. She took off the towel and let it fall to the ground before she got into her panties and shirt. “Love has always been weird for me. But never with you. With you, it just feels like... it’s meant to be. And that’s the best feeling I could ever feel,” she said, her eyes turning a little vulnerable and sad for a second but also very happy. She sniffled and looked down with a smile. “Sorry,” she mumbled, rubbing her nose carefully.

Feeling his arms around her with those soothing words just made her whimper as she pressed herself closer to him. She closed her eyes and just listened to his breathing and the faint sound of his heartbeat in his chest. She looked up at him as he spoke french, her eyes vulnerable and soft. “I am,” she said in a low tone, returning his kiss lovingly. She wished that she could just somewhst return words that were as sweet as his, but she just hadnt realized that what she had said were the best way she could use to describe how she felt. That sense of belonging that she had yearned for, it was really just that simple and yet so complicated and he did it so effortlessly in her eyes.
She watched him dress and grabbed her own pants, his question making her frown as she made a deep sigh. Normally she would have loved nothing more than spend the day with him. “I really want to. But Maddie’s going to come over later. You can stay till then, but it’s so rare that my mom even allows her inside this house,” she explained with a sigh, sending him an apologetic expression. She felt a little sad that he had his day off and she couldnt spend that time with him. “I could call her and reschedule?” She suggested, grabbing his hand to just hold it between hers.

His confession made her chuckle but she nodded, understanding what he meant. Though she probably would have rescheduled if that was really what he had wanted. He just held that sort of power over her. His suggestion made her frown, shaking her head as she lifted his hand to kiss the back of it. “I have nothing but time here for myself,” she argued, running her fingers over his skin to feel how soft he felt. She chuckled and pulled a little at him to follow. “I could read some pages of a new book I’ve got that isnt school related?” She suggested, rather wanting to spend her time with him down to the very minute he would have to go. But she also respected if he really wanted to go home. It was up to him really.
She was a little excited to see Maddie again because they hadnt gotten to talk a lot since Tessa had been grounded and confined to her childhood home. She expected that the vampyre had all sorts of questions that she wanted answered before the day was over.

She didnt really mind if they were busted at this point, mostly because she couldnt see what they had done wrong if they hadnt been heard. She went to get that book she spoke off, a rather beautifully adorned old book. She went to sit on the bed but stopped at the side of it as he told her to thank Maddie for taking care of her. She followed his pull and laid down next to him but frowned as she didnt quite feel really to talk about what had been going on then. She hadnt even told her parents yet, but she didnt know if she was going to. She tensed her jaw a little and swallowed hard, looking at him with thankful eyes as he changed the topic. “Yeah. I’m not really that interested in music, but I like when the beat is good,” she explained, thinking it may sound weird. She just didnt really care what was playing most of the time, letting the radio decide for her. “I like dancing. But I could dance to anything, even a sad song if I forget to listen,” she chuckled, looking at him to see what he thought. It felt a little silly. “Are you excited?” She returned the question, fiddling a little with his shirt just because she could.

“Yeah?” She rather quickly answered his question, with a confused expression that clearly wondered how he could even ask that. She sighed and leaned her head towards his hand. “I’d dance with you even when there’s no music around,” she whispered, thought it sounded rather cheesy but she would. Even if she would have to hum some random melody in her head to make it work. She really wasnt surprised that the thought of her family being there too seemed a little unnerving for him. “Well, it’s the fun side of the family. The other half is just sort of dull and proper and boring,” she sighed, not because she disliked them but they were a little odd in her head. The mention of Kaden made her wrinkle her nose a little. “Isnt he really good friends with that one fashion designer? I dont remember the name but she makes some really good collecions” She thought but clearly wasnt too sure. She shruggef and looked at Gerard, pushing herself up on her elbow. “Where you really good friends back then?” She asked, clearly interested in wanting to know about this Kaden if he was that excited for her to meet him.

She listened and actually seemed rather curious to know, stopping her fiddling with his shirt as he mentioned Eden. She could never really hear that name without feeling a sense of dread inside of her. But she guessed that it would be that way for a long while. She softened back up as he said he had mentioned her to this friend of his. “How can you manage to turn everything you say into something that makes my stomach tingle?” She chuckled, cuddling up closer to him. “So you still talk?” She asked, resting her head on his chest, looking up at him. He had just made it sound like they werent really talking that often anymore, but maybe she had understood it the wrong way and it just wasnt that often as it had been once. She found that thought weird, to go from talking to someone everyday to only once in a while. She hoped it would never be that way with Maddie.

“Yeah, because I was totally about to say. You’re like the busiest man in this whole world,” she chuckled, but she definitely hadnt forgotten how much time of his that he gave her regardless. The confession surprised her a little because she hadnt thought much of her own picture. It had been a rather eccentric one mostly consisting of some light on a fine linen with Maddie behind it. Tessa had just told the vampyre to go along with it and as always had Maddie delievered some elegant poses. However the best one had been the moment she stepped under the linen with the camera, somehow the light and the linen around them had just been working perfectly together with Maddie placing her hand on the linen to show one third of her face. Tessa had really really liked the picture, she had even framed it and given it to T.J just so he could see how beautiful his girlfriend was.
“Well Xalvador is not exactly the best at first impressions,” she chuckled, having remembered how the hybrid had looked at her like she was something very dangerous the first time he saw her. It probably didnt matter much because Tessa thought that eventually someone just wouldnt get along. People were just different. But she did wonder what difference it was that made the two men dislike each other. “Well I couldnt have done it without Maddie,” she said, feeling her cheeks redden slightly. It was just compliments regarding her work, she mostly shrugged them off and didnt really care what other people thought, but when it came from Gerard, she just couldnt help it. “Did you like it?” She asked, moving her rather carefully under his shirt, not to insinuate that they should be doing somehow but just to touch the skin on his stomach.

She couldnt really tell why she was the one who had to be proud, she already looked up to him a lot as an artist, so hiw could she bot be very proud of him by default? She however cared more that he was proud of himself and the work he did. Which she wasnt really doubting because she knew how passionate he was about it. “She’s just so pretty. And I want to utilize that to make a even better picture than the one in my mind,” she explained, making a gesture towards her head to show that it was all a big mess. She chuckled and shrugged, not thinking it was that big of a deal.
She noticed his frown and wondered what he was thinking, but clearly her hand was a bit of a distraction. Didnt stop her from stroking his stomach gently with her thumb, listening to him as he explained. She narrowed her eyes a little at his words, “Do you like my newest work?” She asked but it was more as a tease as she clearly remembered her latest pictures. His question made her sigh, her hand carefully moving around in circles, closing her eyes for a bit. “I havent edited them yet. They look perfect as they are to me,” she said, opening her eyes to look at him with a sweet smile. “I’m conflicted about editing them, because that means that they’re just another product. But they’re not really just a product to me. And I wouldnt want others to fall in love with you once they see how hot you look after sex, the competition would be exhausting” she said the last part making her chuckle as she wasnt serious. She wasnt really afraid of losing him, not after everything with Eden.

“I will,” she said with a soft sigh and a smile on her lips. She wondered if he was interested in knowing just how hard it had been for her to not just touch herself as she had looked over the pictures. It was like looking at them would take her back to that night and she would feel his hands on her body. Her eyes turned vulnerable as he clarified that there would be no competition, her hand still exploring his skin rather innocently. “You can see them at any point. I have them on my work pc, hidden away in a locked folder,” she said with a small smile. The last thing she wanted was to break his trust by not protecting those vulnerable pictures properly. The thought of another photoshoot like that made small goosebumps roll down her arms in a short wave. “The near future?” She asked with her eyes narrowed slightly. She stretched her neck for him, closing her eyes as she sighed. His addition followed by the bite made her moan quietly, but then she moved away to look at him. “Like intimate pictures?” She asked, not that she seemingly minded, a part of her actually felt happy if that was what he wanted. She leaned closer to kiss his lips, smiling a little before she chuckled and pressed her forehead onto his. “Maybe this is quite perverted. But I think I could do anything you’d ask me to. Like for real,” she said in a low tone, not wanting to risk anyone else hearing this beside him.

His words made her smile, it was really the first time someone had been interested in taking pictures of her. Or at least telling her so. She hadnt ever felt the need to be in front of the camera, much preferring to be behind the camera rather than in front of it. But now that she had made him do it, she thought it would only be fair to give him the same chance.
She felt him grab at her clothes and she liked that feeling. She looked at him rather curiously at his whisper then to chuckle as he told her. “You could pitch the idea to them? Surely it would take a while to convince Xalvador alone. I think Eliza would be up for it,” she said with a small smile, shifting between his eyes. She then just laid back and looked at him, observing his features and whole being in a calm manner. She couldnt deny that she would miss him the moment he’d leave. But it was always like that.