The everyday monsters in our lives

He couldn't help but chuckle, "you don't get to decide that," he argued in regards to what he could or couldn't be called. It luckily didn't seem to be a bad thing. He could feel how impatient the human was getting and yet he clearly also enjoyed every single kiss. The vampyre simply liked to take his time. Hearing that he wanted him cold felt amazing, the addition just made it clear how impatient he was. But also how he had accepted what he was. It was strange to think that the human had come so far already. And yet he wouldn't change what was happening right now even a slight bit.
Kissing him along his length, licking his tip gently. "I'm surprised you haven't cum yet .. did you stay hard just for my mouth?" He whispered seductively, not even hesitating as he took the human between his lips, really letting him feel his natural temperature, though he would soon find that he would heat a bit by the heat that Benjamin was exuding. Moaning he grasped softly at his hips, not to hold him place, rather to encourage him to buck his hips. He wanted the human to literally fuck his mouth. Meanwhile his hand moved to spread his cheeks, just touching him with a finger around his tight rim. He could've smiled if it wasn't because he was too busy bopping his head in a slow manner unless the human had taken over. He would give him different amounts of pressure, just seeing what he preferred. It was easy for him to tell because the moans would wary a lot.

Cesare knew the answer. But the confirmation just made him groan softly, wanting to please him as much as he deserved. "Well I better not keep you waiting," he teased, but he did give in, engulfing him. The wined made him moan against the length. The moan made him hum, letting him go in further, feeling the cold and letting him know that there was still more of him to explore. He wanted Benjamin to do as he pleased, use him, love him, be the one to make him sound this heavenly. He let the finger still swirl sweetly, feeling it tight up the closer the human drew closer to his euphoria.
He realsed him just before he was about to give in, sighing as he looked at those pink cheeks. Seeing the desperation in his eyes. "Let me do something for you .. I promise you'll like it," he assured him, soaking his fingers in his light tempered saliva, though it would quickly grow colder. Kissing the inside of his thigh, he hummed, just letting his finger return to where it had been circling. "Relax for me, my love, I'm here just for you," a soft promise and if he did relax he would slowly, carefully, press his finger inside. It would feel tight, but Cesare also knew how much pleasure he could get from this if he just leaned into it.
"I'm not letting you have my mouth before you relax a bit more for me," he said, though he wasn't cruel, he wanted Benjamin to understand that this would be just as good. When and if he finally relaxed he slowly started to push his finger in and out of him, drooling down to make it nice and wet. "You're doing so good .. taking my finger like this," his breath hasty and once Benjamin had gotten used to it, he slowly started to search for the sweet spot within him. Smiling as he found it he once again let the human into his mouth, it having gone cold agains. He pressed against his prostate as he took the human deeper and deeper, letting him feel how tight his throat was. And it was all for Benjamin.

If there was one thing Cesare knew, then it was anatomy. He had mentioned it, hadn't he? Though feeling how the human basically lost his inhibitions made him feel so proud. The whine made him take him in deeper. He just wanted him to have the whole experience. Make him truly feel what he had lacked all this time. The plea was hurt, though he wouldn't say it wasn't turning him on again. He pushed it aside, focusing only on Benjamin's pleasure, though he had to admit seeing him like this brought him an immense feeling in his chest. Loving how vocal he was, even if it was making him hoarse was just right.
But he wanted more, and Cesare would provide him with that. Pulling his finger out he now started to tease him with two. He swore that nothing had ever felt this erotic. Carefully and only a little at the time he pushed the two fingers in. His was long and slender, and two of them together wasn't the size of him member. But at least it would make the human get a little used to this. He had a feeling that he hadn't really experienced this that much if ever. His mouth was still busy, licking, sucking, doing all the things that made the human tick as he slowly moved his fingers in and out of him. Oh he was getting looser. Fuck he wished he could be inside of him now. Feel how he would brush against him. Feel how perfect he was. Just thinking of it made him hard as a rock against the couch.
And yet he remained where he was. Committed to his pleasure, now pressing two fingers against his prostate, wanting him to just give in. It was alright. He was safe and he could do this with him. If he wasn't ready for this to be over they could continue for a bit, even if the vampyre was already thinking that the human might need sleep.

He finally gave in, and Cesare had to admire how much the human had been able to take. Not only that but how loose he was. Fuck it really took everything in him to simply swallow, clean him up with his tongue to then pull his fingers out. He was pulled up fast enough, greeted by hungry lips and he wrapped his arms around him rather protectively. That was when the pleading started and Cesare felt bad. He didn't want to turn him down. He had just gotten him! Nuzzling his nose against the human's he sighed softly, pressing him close, letting him feel the vampyre's cold length sliding against his behind. It was hard not to buck his hips a little, not entering but simply letting him feel a bit of friction. "It won't ever end, I promise you," he whispered sweetly, opening his eyes to look at him.
He grasped around on of his cheeks, letting his tip just grind against his sweet entrance. He could even feel how relaxed he was. "It's just a small break," he promised him, grunting softly as he leaned in to kiss him gently against his lips. "You need your rest and so do I .. it's been a long day for you, I'm sure of it," he only had the human's best interest in mind. He kissed him all over his face smiling against his skin as his own voice was a little hoarse from how far down he had taken him. "Once you've slept in my arms, I promise to give you everything you desire," he whispered sweetly. It was getting rather late, and he felt like this was a nice point where they could stop and maybe pick up tomorrow.

As the human started to relax, Cesare knew it would soon dawn on him just how tired he was. He let him go do his nightly routine, and once he returned he had cozied up the bed. Pulling him into his arms, he kissed his forehead gently. "Rest up .. I'm far from done with you," he teased lovingly, though he meant it. He would probably never get tired of him. The human slept relatively quickly which made the vampyre realize that perhaps he had taking things a little too far considering how late it had gotten.

The next morning Cesare had gotten up, went to go take a shower just to get cleaned up. He thought the human would sleep for much longer, but as he returned he looked at the conflicted human speaking about how he had messed up. He tilted his head a little as he moved over to the bed, sitting down next to him. He touched his cheek gently, studying his features as he had done so many times and would never get tired of doing. Leaning in he kissed his lips gently. "You should get dressed, dearest," he muttered against his lips. Though he mostly wanted to get back into bed, finish what they had started yesterday, he had arranged for some plans to be taken care of.
"Your sister's coming over," he said, leaning down, kissing his cheek and then on to his neck. "She's very angry with me .. but don't worry my love .. she wont be for long," he promised sweetly, licking his neck gently. He was going to get himself riled up again, wasn't he? "The shower's ready if you want it?" Though he really liked how he smelled right now. How the sweat and musk mixed together just for him to smell. However it probably wasn't a good look to be naked once Sadie arrived.

Cesare wasn't deaf to the human's worries, but things were very different right now. They had both said that they loved each other. They had had the most wonderful night. Couldn't he see that this was different. Benjamin said he couldn't be here and it hurt a little as he was sorta hoping for the human to chime in. "If you don't want to be here when she comes I'll respect it," he said, still holding his face, wanting to be close to him still, "but I would appreciate it if you were here .. maybe make her see that it's not me trying to manipulate you." He knew that had been Sadie's worry. That Cesare was somehow persuading the human to be here with him. He could never do that. No he had always valued the individuality that the man he cared so much for had.
"After Sadie, I'm going to confront Diana .. I'm going to tell her like it is that I cheated on her, and I'll see if she owes up to her mistakes," he wasn't the type to cheat, but he had been aching for Benjamin. He couldn't have passed on that opportunity to be with him. "I know you have some unfinished business too .. I'm not going to pretend like what you told me yesterday didn't matter, but I suppose my heart is still a bit careful, and if you want, for any reason, to take anything back you said.." He was hoping it wasn't so, but how many times had the human not gone back on his actions. He just needed to know and not wait until he was being yelled at to go away again. "But what we did yesterday .. how you made me feel?" He scoffed softly, smiling as he shook his head no for feeling so giddy, "I just know I can't be with anyone but you."

He could see how the human was struggling, and he wrapped his arms around him, laying down with him on the bed. This way he didn't have to strain himself in sitting up on the comfortable mattress. He confessed he wanted to be with him but that the stipulation was his sister's consent. He hummed, kissing his face as he wasn't too worried. Perhaps he just wasn't worried anymore because Benjamin had finally admitted to him liking him. Or maybe he was just so worried that he couldn't even feel it himself yet. "She'll come over, I'll talk with her for a bit and then the two of you can talk," he assured him, kissing his forehead, providing a bit of pressure to his body as he felt so anxiety ridden. "We'll figure this out," he promised him, his hands rubbing the human's back in soft strokes, "we'll figure all of this out together; I just know it."
Once Benjamin had taken a shower and gotten dressed, Cesare had made sure there was some food ordered up for the room. Even if the human refused to eat because of nerves, it would still be there for him to eat when he could. Sadie arrived not long after midday. She came into the hotel room, Cesare sitting in a chair, letting Benjamin have the couch so Sadie could sit with him. He wasn't looking to tear them apart, at least not a second time. She barely acknowledged her own sire but a nod of respect before sitting down with her brother. She was fidgeting with her fingers. Cesare opened his mouth to speak but he shot him a look and he soon enough closed his lips once more.
"I want to talk to my brother .. alone," she made that very clear and Cesare simply nodded, getting up to move out to the terrace. He had gotten some shades put up so he could be out there even when the sun was out. Sadie was quiet for a while before she finally spoke, just looking out into the room. "Is this for real?" she just asked, frowning as she clearly had a hard time grasping the reality of it all. "I mean .. I get that he's handsome and rich, but he's my sire and you're a human." Okay, that might've come off wrong, but she didn't know how else to put it. "Do you want to become a vampyre now?"

She was just trying to understand what was really going on here. Hearing him speak it was clear he struggled a lot, which wasn't a sign of any vampyric manipulation. Him not wanting to be a vampyre made her feel more at ease. If she could go back, she probably hadn't chosen this, even if it felt like the only thing she could've done back then. But then he said something that hit her. He wanted to be with him? "As a .. couple?" She asked plainly, because being with someone didn't always mean romantic, even if that was the gist she was gathering here. She still had a hard time understanding that her brother, Benjamin Joe Harris, had actually fallen for a vampyre.
She looked at her fingers. "Would being with him .. mean that you don't want to be around me again?" She asked. Perhaps that was her biggest fear. That Benjamin could only tolerate one vampyre at a time. Or that perhaps he didn't really want Sadie in his life once he got swept up in her sire. Was it a little silly? Yes, but fears didn't have to make sense. Reaching over she took his hand, looking at how rough they were because of all of his hard work. She just held onto him, not sure if she could find her words. "If you're happy .. then I'm happy," she finally said.
Maybe she was risking it all by saying that, but her brother deserved happiness. And if he found that with Cesare then why should she stand in the way? "Though I don't want to see you too touchy around me, alright? I'll still have to come to terms with this," that was her only condition. Giving his hand a squeeze she felt like she had to come clean as well. "I know this might sound out of the blue .. but hypothetically .. would you give me away if I was to marry?" Biting the inside of her cheek she wasn't sure how to really say more. It wasn't like it was weird, or maybe it was and she had just gotten used to the thought.

Her question caught him a little off guard by the way she phrased it. “Uh.. yeah..?” He replied, smling faintly in a trying manner. It was in fact as a couple that he wanted to be with the vampyre. The question that followrd made him shake his head, reaching over to grab her hand. “No, no it wont affect us at all. I have loved having you back home with me.” He assured her. He really didnt know if he truly just liked vampyres but he was at least warming up to it. He liked Sadie and Cesare for reasons that went beyond their race. Her final answer made a soft grin spread on his lips, giving her hand a squeeze. “I’m really happy you say that.”
The notion of keeping it down a notch made him nod. “We’ll be mindful.” He said, lifting her hand to kiss it softly. The next thing she asked was pretty out of the blue and he frowned a little at first until he chuckled. “Are you marrying Martin?” He asked, looking at their hands before he chuckled. He had put two and two together. And Cesare had helped him quite a lot with a pointer. “Of course I would.” He said, without a doubt. He reached over to grab her shoulder and pull her in for a hug. “I want you to be happy too. So anything I could do, I will.” He muttered to her as they hugged before letting go. “Is it… fine if I go tell him now?” He asked, and if it was positive then he’d get up and go to the vampyre. He didnt really say much beside smiling, reaching out to grab his neck and pull him down for a tender kiss. He was maybe a little eager to kiss him but he would disclose it quick once the kiss was broken off. “Will you be my boyfriend?” He asked softly, switching between the seafoam green eyes that he found so pretty.

She felt more at ease at the assurance, nodding as she felt quite good about this then. As long as it wouldn't affect what they had already worked towards. He seemed to respect her wishes, as she didn't think she could really handle watching how that would play out. She would frankly rather implode than figure this out too much. The questions about Martin made her chuckle, shrugging as it was clearly something they were still figuring out. "If everything goes to plan, then yes," she admitted, feeling him pull her in felt a bit surprising, but she could truly feel how happy he was. This was the best outcome for them, right? She smiled, hugging him back, the mutter making her feel at home and like things could start going the right way. Humming she nodded, still holding a bit back because it was all so new to her, and yet she did enjoy watching her brother like this. Admitting to herself that she hadn't ever seen him like this.
Cesare was out on the terrace, he hadn't been listening in as he knew that Sadie would be able to know later, and he felt the nerves under his skin. He saw Benjamin come to him, wrapping his arms around him, confused before the lips crashed with his own. Not really being able to contain himself he pushed the human back, pressing him against the wall in the shade, surprised at himself by how greedy he could truly act. The question was asked and he just leaned in, connecting their lips once more, moaning softly into his mouth. "I'm already yours," he admitted in a soft pant, nuzzling their noses together in a sweet gesture. He realized he was grasping at the human's shirt, holding him so close that he swore if they were any closer they would've been pressed into one. "Sorry," he muttered with a soft chuckle.
He managed to pry himself off of him, though it was with a lot of hesitation. Just holding his hand a little they headed into the room. Sadie looked like she was quite on edge. "Thank you, Sadie .. what was it you wanted to talk about?" he asked, more relaxed than he had been in a long time. Sadie was fidgeting with her fingers before she looked at Cesare, gesturing for him to sit down and he did. Struggling a bit she finally opened up about her wish to marry Martin, how the two of them felt it was about the time that they moved on to that relationship. She had come to Cesare seeking his blessing, but it seemed that the elder was now more apprehensive. "I'll have to think about it," he admitted. Sadie had to do a double take, frowning as she clearly took great offense.
Having the same temper as her brother she got up, "well until you make up your mind, I won't let you be with my brother," she said. It wasn't fair to hold one relationship hostage with another, but he was acting extremely unfair in her eyes. She looked to Benjamin, her eyes filled with hurt. "Are you coming with me home?" she asked.

He couldnt have greeted him with any explanation or other than a kiss, it had to be that. And it seemed to be the right choice as the vampyre pushed him back till he felt the wall against his back, grasping softly around where ever his hands had ended up on Cesare, somewhere he could get fistfuls of his shirt at least. The question made him feel so giddy and happy and he happily returned the kiss, not minding if they ended up making out, though they couldnt go too crazy with Sadie still inside. “Good.” He muttered at the confession, closing his eyes as he exhaled in relief. It was nice that it was settled. “Dont. I like it.” He chuckled at the apology, shaking his head.
They had to return to Sadie and Joe felt the itch to touch the vampyre but kept it down now that Sadie had wanted them to not be all over each other in her company. He could respect it. Folding his hands, he looked encouraging on as his sister had to make her request. He just remained standing where he was, watching them interact. Though it didnt quite pan out as expected. Cesare’s reluctance even made Joe frown a little. He had sort of expected Sadie to lash out in some regard but as she withdrew her acceptance, he frowned. Sadie looked to him and her question sort of made him realize that he had to make a decision. “Uh.. yeah. Wait in the car for me.” He told her before he looked at the elder, confused and not quite sure what was going on. If she went he would move his hands out as to gesture that he wasnt quite following. “What’s going on? Why are you not just accepting it?” He asked.

Hearing Sadie retract her blessing did sting, but she was in her right to do so. Sadie demanded her brother with him, ans Cesare could feel that itch in him to reach out for the human to keep him right here with with him. But he also remembered what he had been told, that Sadie's accept meant everything. The vampyress headed down to wait in the car, sending her sire a very hard look. Frankly Cesare could breathe a little easier as she was gone, but the human was rightfully confused. How did he explain this without upsetting him further. He reached out touching his hand gently, hoping he wouldn't jusr pull away. He just couldn't deny the need he had for his touch.
"It's not that I disprove of their relationship," he stated quite blankly. No if he hadn't liked it, he would've made it clear when they had started it all. "But Martin is one of those closest to me, as well as Sadie," he said, just touching the human's hand, not wanting to let go, but he couldn't really be one to decide that. "I would have to think it through, make some adjustments; especially if they are planning on a honeymoon .. giving my accept now would mean they would rush out and do it, and I need to be prepared if they are going away for a while," he just put it plainly. But couldn't Benjamin see his side? These two sires were some of the most trusted ones he had. Sure, it would be a lovely union, but if things weren't planned and something like what had happened with Nika and her crazed family were to happen again, could he really be without them? "I know your sister quite well, and she will be angry with me until she understands," he said. Though perhaps Benjamin was angry with him now.

The elder reached out ane Joe wasnt sure what he felt about it, especially as it wasnt just affecting Sadie and her relationship but theirs too, right now! Did the vampyre not care? He waited for an explanation and it had to be good because this didnt make sense. He still let him touch his hand, though not forever. “But this isnt just about them. It’s about us too.” He said, before he then pulled his hand from his touch. “You cant just keep them back like that. Or us. It’s not fair.” He said, feeling rather frustrated now. If the vampyre tried to get closer, he would move away. He shook his head, feeling his eyes tear up a little. “And yesterday? Did that just mean nothing too?” He asked, but now he was purposely looking to hurt his own heart and it was working quite well. “I guess this is how it will be then. We cant be together as long as you wont let them. You chose this for us too.” He said, muttering the last bit in disbelief before he had to go. Sadie was waiting for him.

Cesare had hoped he would understand. Hoped that he could see it from both sides, but it was clear that the human was biased. And as he started to say that it was about them too he frowned. He moved away and Cesare was hurt by the notion that the human thought it meant nothing. He got up moving over to him, cupping his face, pushing him back a little before he leaned in to connect their lips. "Do you really think it meant nothing for me?" He panted softly before he let go of his face. The question he wasn't sure he wanted the answer to but it was clear he was hurt by even getting questioned this stance. They still had a lot of things to sort out even without this whole thing with Sadie.
He hated the statement that he had sealed their fates. What did he want him to do? Forego his duties as a sire and leader of a big clan that all relied on him? No, he couldn't be asked to choose like that. Both Benjamin and the clan was equally important to him. He followed the human out into the hallway and he reached for his hand, hopefully catching it before he got into the elevator.
"Please come back .. I can't .." he paused his heart aching like never before, "I can't lose a boyfriend that I've just gotten." There was so meaning in it. He truly saw them as a couple. Did Benjamin really think that he would string this out if he didn't have to? Leaning away, he had to let go, his eyes welling up, a few tears escaping down his cheek. "I love you," he just reminded him.

The fact that Benjamin didn't even react made it even worse. And as the human left Cesare was left with too many emotions. He marched back to the penthouse, screaming as he started tearing the place asunder. His heart was breaking, his tears were streaming down his cheeks, but he could do nothing. And once everything was either broken into pieces or turned upside down, he fell against a wall, sliding down as he just started sobbing. He had ruined this! All because of some stupid rules he had in his head. All because Sadie was so selfish to not even think of the consequences.

Sadie was silent as her brother got in. She was angry, furious even, and she didn't say anything as he entered. Just looking ahead she drove off and back to the apartment. Fuming still, Martin was there waiting for her, but as soon as he saw her anger, his smile disappeared. She explained how heartless their sire was, crying, kicking and screaming as Martin had to pull her away before she ended up hurting her brother in a blind rage. It was rather clear that she had indeed inherited the Harris temper.
She didn't return until much later that night. Crawling onto the couch, all huddled up and feeling sorry for herself. She was selfish, but only because she felt herself unfairly treated. Had her and Martin not done their duties to perfection? Did Cesare not approve? Was this just some game to him where he thought he could get everything and she could get nothing? Eventually she went into her room, closing the door as she snuggled up to Martin who had been waiting for her to return. Martin was pretty knowledgeable about humans, so he had given Benjamin some space. He wasn't sure he liked what Sadie had done to her own brother, but he wasn't going to get involved in this drama. No, for him it was better to just stay out of it and just support Sadie.