New Obsession? Or just a way to pass time? [cw]

“What do you want then?” He asked, because he didnt quite understand then. What was a full disclosure to the lycan? Their lips connected and he felt his warm chest against his cold one. “Unless you warm me up too.” He reminded him, opening his mouth just a slight bit.
“We… shouldnt.” He said though there was nothing more he wanted to do. Though the attraction was there and clear, somehow he didnt want to just get lost in it all. He sighed and lifted his hands from the lycan’s thighs to wrap around him and press him a little closer.

He felt a little stupid for saying what he did but somehow it also felt nice to be able to say that. The promise made him scoff as he looked at Romeo. “Hmm.” He hummed, feeling his breath on his neck. He shook his head at the question. “No you can stay.” He said. It was perhaps a good way to practice self restraint though his body said not to.

He caressed his arms slowly, just taking in the kisses, though his body still wanted the lycan quite obviously. And maybe Eden was a bit worried what he’d do if it all got a bit too heated. Wasnt that just normal when he didnt want to hurt him? He looked at the lycan as he pulled away, frowning a bit at his tease. “I just find you so appealing in all senses. It’s quite overstimulating. I think you get what that’s like.” He said, looking away as he wondered why that was. How could the lycan have such a tight grip around him.
His plea didnt make him react right away but then he looked at him. The reminder made him sigh. “How do you know we’ll last? A weekend trip every third month?” He asked, going back on what the lycan had proposed. Not that he didnt want it to last. There was nothing more he wanted. But reality was slowly catching up to him as well. Laure would never accept this. If she saw them now, heard the words they spoke. He didnt want to know what she would do to Romeo. He reached up and grabbed the lycan around his neck, not too tight, sort of the same as at the back rooms. He didnt want to lose him. And that was scaring him the most. “Why do you trust me? You know I could ruin you.” He then said, leaning up to lick the lycan’s cheek rather than his lips. “You dont have any leverage on me. If I wanted to I could just tell Lucius Trevino about us and that would be it.” He pointed out, looking at the lycan with more serious eyes.

Holding his hand around the lycan’s neck he just knew that it took one proper squeeze. If he crushed his neck, then it would pretty much be done for Romeo. The lycan was calm and Eden was too in a sense, though his emotions gave away what he really felt. It was quite annoying. He grit his teeth a little as Romeo said he was scared. His expression was stoic though his eyes did show a slight hurting. What if losing Romeo was way worse than losing Gerard?
He looked down and sank into his own thoughts for a bit, though he did hear the lycan. There could be hope. Eden let go of him, seeing the slight bruises that were forming on his skin. Maybe it had been a little tighter than he believed it to be.  “I will hurt you. It’s just a matter of when.” He said in a mumble, pushing back the lycan, pressing him down so he was laying with his upper back on the grass and his lower body up on the pillows. “I dont do things halfly. If you’re mine then you’re mine.” He said, shifting between the lycan’s eyes. “Otherwise you’ll just be another warm hole to me.” He said, as crude as it might be.

He could see his words hurt but it had to be said. Even if it wasnt true in the end. Even if Romeo was already so much more. He just looked at him in the grass not saying more. The whisper made him shake his head. He wasnt going to take them back. The sudden change and them flipping around made Eden look up at him, letting him do what he wanted. He sounded so sure in his words and as he got up, Eden remained in the grass. He just looked up at the sky and remained quiet, looking at a blinking light passing by. He wasnt sure what kind of insanity had gotten to him to say something that hurtful. He fished out his own packet, placing a cigarette in his mouth before he got up and lit it. Closing his shirt at least halfway he went further into the garden. It was a roomy garden, that was for sure. Probably used for weddings or something in the likes of it. He passed a bunch of roses growing up against a fountain wall, reaching over to touch the thorns. He felt the prick on his finger and looked at the small bead of blood while he smoked his cigarette. He moved on after that.

He managed to walk a whole lap around the garden but it didnt soothe his thoughts. He was just an idiot, wasnt he? Since when had he ever wanted to protect someone like that? He was disappointing himself, putting anyone before himself that wasnt Laure. But he didnt really have to think about why he was choosing to protect the lycan. After being told his story, about the men who had used and abused him. Remembering what Gerard had told him about what happened once he couldnt be there to protect them. He tensed his jaw and went up to the hotel room, contemplating what to do. Maybe it was just best to leave. Though he decided to go out, heading into the town and clear his head from all the looming thoughts.

He just walked around aimlessly, not sure what to do or where to go. He had never felt this way before or at least let himself. He felt lost, empty. Like he had ripped a hole in his own chest and wondered where the pain suddenly came from. He accidentally stumbled into someone, only to notice the bandage around her neck. Oh. She had a friend who grabbed the vampyre by his collar, asserting some sort of dominance that Eden was too numb to understand. The guy began pushing him out of the street and the girl quietly followed.
“Bloodsuckers like you make the world a worse place to be.” He said, Eden shortly looking down at his hand that was holding onto his collar. He looked back up at the guy, blinking a few times like he didnt really care. “Dont you have something to say for yourself?” The guy asked rather frustrated. Eden sighed. “Not really. I’d actually just rather want to go.” He said before he glanced down at the hand again. So this guy was really going to keep a grip on him. “You should let go.” The vampyre told him, but the guy just shook him a bit instead. Eden rolled his eyes before he tore off his hands and grabbed his neck. He was at the point where he didnt even care if he snapped the guy’s neck. The girl completely froze as Eden sunk his teeth into the guy’s neck, though he wasnt going to feast now. “Your expression annoys me.” He told her, shoving the guy away before he approached her. “Calm down. I wont hurt you.” He told her, grabbing her as he pulled her in. “Sorry… sorry.” He said, but it was like the words wasnt for her. He pulled her with and took her back to the hotel. She was too scared to fight back or even call for help. Somehow Eden pitied her. Back at the hotel he bound her hands with his belt, smoking a cigarette as he looked in towards her as she was stuck to a corner of the bed, laying naked on the floor. He had bound a silk wrap around her eyes so he didnt have to look at them. He finished his cigarette and went inside, running a hand through his hair to push it back.

The lycan returned which surprised Eden a bit. He actually would have thought that his words had scared him off. But he didnt look away from the girl. Somehow he felt so shameful for what he had said that looking at Romeo would just make it hurt more. However when the lycan came in naked and spoke of the girl, Eden felt his jaw tense. That wasnt why she was here. As Romeo came to inspect her, that was when Eden looked at him. The mutter made him him ground his teeth silently, looking at Romeo as he took his hands and guided them to his lean body. Eden looked down, touching him before he grabbed him at dragged him to bed. Were he really needing to do this? Pull free the last few strings? He looked down his body, spreading his legs for him, touching up his thighs, his stomach. He hadnt realized that a tear of blood had left his eye, running down his cheek. This hurt so much. He didnt like it. “No. Dont just let me use you.” He muttered but it was more like a plea. Where were the cocky bastard that didnt take shit from anyone?

The question made him sigh because no. This wasnt what he wanted. Or maybe it was in like some wild haze of complete insanity. But his hands ran down his body, feeling, touching. It was like someone else moved his hands. If he closed his eyes he swore she would be right behind him holding his wrists. But it was just the girl bound to the bedpole who was sobbing. There was no one else here but them and her.
No one was making him do anything. When Romeo said he had gone back to the cave, Edem moved his hands off of him. He explained aboit the voices, how it was a memory. Eden felt his dead heart ache with so much pain. “Dont say that…” he muttered, leaning down to bury his face in the nape of his neck. He started sobbing quietly as he wrapped his arms around the warm lycan. “You’re not just…” he paused, quietly sobbing, pressing the lycan closer. “I love you.” He admitted but it was completely muffled into his skin.

It was maybe odd that he confessed how he felt in the midst of having hurt the lycan the way he had, but he couldnt help himself. It was beyond help at this point, the way he felt for him. As Romeo whispered, he just dug his nails a little into his skin like he didnt want to ever let go.
The warm arms around him made the silent sobbing stop but the tears wouldnt. It probably looked like a murder on and around Romeo’s neck. “I’m just scared of losing you.” He said, lifting his head though he looked away to wipe his cheeks. “Be mine.” He said as he looked into the beautiful hazel eyes the lycan had.

The mutter made him scoff, looking at the lycan as he then said it. Exactly what Eden had wanted to hear. That he belonged to him, that he loved him too. The clarification that he still was made the vampyre whimper softly in delight. It meant everything. He returned the kiss, sighing against his lips.
The question about the girl made him look back at her. “She’s a nobody. I just wanted to act out on my anger and hurt.” He said before he looked back at Romeo. “We cant let her go now.” He remarked, though it would have been easy if they could. He looked down the lycan’s body. “Why did you come to me naked?” He asked, placing a hand on Romeo’s stomach, running his hand up along the warm skin. “Would you have let me use you?”

How cruel. He might have actually put them both through that hell if he had kept himself believing that his sister had some sort of supernatural control over him. “You shouldnt let me take advantage of you.” He said, looking more seriously at the lycan. Even if Eden had been trembling, he at least himself didnt doubt that it could have gone so wrong.
“Even if you’re mine. If I make you uncomfortable, fight me. Bite me if you have to.” He said in almost a plea. It was important to him. The question made him nod as he got up and went to get some underwear for the lycan. He handed it to him before he ran a hand through his hair. “I need to go clean up. Blood tears dont dry like salty ones.” He said before he went to wash the blood off his face. Once he was done he came back with a smaller towel in his hand, patting off the water.

He looked at Romeo and the girl as he got back, humming as the lycan spoke to him. He didnt really blame the woman for fearing him but he could also see how Romeo kept her calm. Knowing how he really worked, it was quite interesting to the vampyre. He just went and sat down in a chair with a full view of whar was going on. He took a cigarette and lit it, not really caring that he was inside at this point. It was like the bubble of romance had bursted either way. They knew each other a little better.
He drew in a deep drag off his cigarette, following by a sharp inhale as he saw the wax hit the skin. That had to hurt, at least someone mortal like her. He exhaled the smoke and leaned back a little. “You’re enjoying that a bit too much.” He chuckled though he was the same. He got up and walked over to crouch down, grabbing her the woman’s chin before he looked at her. “She’s rather pretty. It’s a shame to let all that beauty go to waste. Maybe we should let her go nicely.” He said before he looked to Romeo with eyes that turned soft. “It would almost be a charity, two handsome guys sharing the same woman.” He chuckled.

It was truly interesting to just see the woman willingly submit to the lycan, Eden chuckled softly at the remark. “Well that’s not really fair on her when you look and act the way you do. I’m hard just looking at you.” He said in a lowered tone, whispering the last part with a small smile. It was fine that she was scared of him. He didnt care, it wasnt about her either way.
Romeo went on to switch to her mouth and Eden scoffed. “You’d think the wax would have done something to hinder her.” He remarked. It was remarkable and he wondered to what extent it would take for the woman to no longer react to Romeo’s charm. The question made him return the lycan’s look. Sighing deeply, he clearly considered it. “I’m shy.” He chuckled, glancing shortly at the woman.